therewhereitallbegins:

Every Avenue - Between You and I.

So lately I have been thinking deeply about this and I have realized that for some reason I get attached to people way to easily. For me its harder to just let somebody important in my life go. It seems like everyone I have ever gotten close to in my life just doesn’t mind keeping me in close in their lives anymore. I don’t feel like I’ve have done anything that bad to deserve it and in some instances it was the other persons decisions that caused things to fall apart. What bothers me most is that they are okay with it or seem to just go on without an effort to fix things. It makes you wonder about all those nights you stayed up talking about how nothing can come between you two and all things that you were going to do together. Honestly after everything I don’t think I ever want to get close to anybody ever again. There has only been one person in my life that has stayed by my side through everything, that had been there every time I have need something, that has never chosen something over me. Now that’s the only person I care about. I guess what I have learned from all this is to just not care anymore, starting now I think I’m going to have a serious case of the fuck it’s when it comes to stuff like this.

The NFG cover is better but this will do.

I want to find this place and never leave